Friday, August 15, 2008

Day 52 - Small World

Seem's the older you get the smaller the world gets, what happened to all those friends you had? The one's who would fight by your side? Who would walk in the rain and talk shit with you?
Well the sun has gone down, and realism rise's with the stars!

We are all selfish! I am guilty of this, I know it only to well. When we have something we hold onto it, and don't want to share it. This inevtably leads to alienation (hence picture). Though you can't expect your friends to drop tools and run by your side, those days are gone, as 'the apprentice' or a footy match may be on the tv. Load of cock. We all talk a good game but at the end of the day we are all the same, selfish looking for self happiness, some of you may not agree, but it's my opinion (At this moment)I'm not sure I can face looking at some of friends as they sell themselves down the river!

I need to move on find a new fight! I also think cutting out booze would be a good idea as it may prove to give me sometime in my head and a clearer picture of everything around me.

Ok I've been travelling all day and now I must sleep.

Night all

PS it is only my opinion, and I love all my pals.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

"at the end of the day we are all the same, selfish looking for self happiness"

I know that feeling. The hardest part is when you are not a part of that happiness and have to deal with it on your own. That line is pretty much exactly the same as what my ex wrote in her parting letter and it hurts.

ndk