Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Day 41 - Run all you like....

'It's to bad she won't live, but then again who does' Possibly the greatest line in a movie ever!
When I was younger and back in my Uni days I remember I watched this film practically every day, the whole story of a man on his own dealing with his own emotions and struggling to survive and understand the world around him, as he becomes more and more disappointed with it! I always wanted to be him, walk around and be the silent type.

Was all a dream as my mind played games and I ran amoke and joke and laughed around while the others passed me by! Now I have the fear that when Im forty that all these thoughts will resurge and possibly destroy me!

I have so many thoughts running through my head at the moment, thoughts about every choice I make, its like for everthing there is right way and a wrong way.
And all I want to do is let go sometimes, jump away from it all, throw myself into another life, become someone totally different!
Might have a look at those options tomorrow.

Today whilst at work while my mind battled the will to live and the will to work, I rediscoverd a great musician who I had only heard snippets of, but now I'm back to being a big fan. Might I add it was all thanks to Last Fm.
I hope you like this fella Josh Rouse.

I bid you all goodnight and hope you have a better day tomorrow!

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