My inner demons have been battling for a long time now, and I feel Im falling between the cracks of their war! I am torn between the two, to walk the road of control and the right choice, or living one by where guilt is non - exsistent and my actions are not viewed upon as bad, now it's not like I'm gonna kill anyone!But I am terrible for beating myself up if I really let myself go!
But we all have to vent and let our hair down some time? Right?
I am sure one day my thoughts will be clear and I can rest easy, this brings me to the thoughts of moving away again, finding something new to push me forward.
I am a dreamer, always have been. But it's a good thing great for the imagination.
My imagination is what awakens the demons, so most of the time I am in a vicious circle! How do you get out?
So I am away to sleep. I will be heading off to another festival this weekend so i'll be outta action for a few days, but tomorrow I will be doing a festival music special! (Depends if I'm not wrecked that is, as I will be working late again)
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