Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Day 28 - Early to bed & a lighter Soul

Just like the title, thats me! Im off to bed. I want to feel comfortable and am finding that hard at the moment, so bed it is.
I have just nailed a vindaloo so will really look forward to that tomorrow!

My anxiety is really playing up at the moment, all my current tasks have become boring chores as my mind wanders across the space time continum to who knows where!
I try hard to ground myself but the emotions in my body will not allow it. 'Stay here Nomar! Stay with us here, high in the clouds'
Need to relax need to get rid of the energy!, Back to gym for me! Been away to long!

Well on the good news side FBI girl and I will be hitting the concerts soon and will no doubt be drafting up little reports on the gigs, we are currently lining up my current favourite Micah P. Hinson! That pic was taken by me at a festival just passed, Tickets have been confirmed!We also have Bon Iver and the Kings of Leon also so plenty of fun to come!

I have one thing to add to today's blog my Soul is lighter and I am getting happier day by day. A women is in my head I have looked at her face, for a long time, so that I have burned it onto my retina, her smile, the way her head turns away when she laughs, keep me moving somehow. At times in my head her face is inches from mine and I long to kiss her, kiss her forever! This is for her.

In Memoriam:27
I hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all
Alfred Lord Tennyson

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