Day 25, 24, 23,& 22 - Sitting in the back of my mind

It's been a long few days, days of bad news, meeting old friends, drinking, laughs topped off by very little sleep! Which in turn has left me tired and cranky and some what a little down.
I was shocked on day 25 when I received an email from my Boss annoucing his leaving of the company I work for, I was really dissapointed by this fact, as he was a good guy, someone I could speak freely with and more importantly trust! Now that he has left the company I feel a bit isolated in a sea of coruption and back stabbing! His words to me of not trusting anyone and they don't respect you has left me cold!

Now the seeds have been sown, I have to get outta here! Go somewhere where I am appreceiated for who I am, yes that's right the happy go lucky fella,the Prince of Eternia! (He-Man).


I suddenly feel the world is closing in, the skies constantly grey, as the humour has dissapered with the sun. The days are rolling into one, and my shoulders heavy with thoughts of my life and the path I walk and drive! There has always been something holding me back in my mind, a small nagging worry! I need to be rid of it.
The only way to describe what I am talking about is looking to your friends to catch you as you fall back, To actually go through that would be brilliant!

Also at the moment all my music has turned sour! I need something new, something uplifitng! I have been listening to this album again after their suprise Mercury win!



Well I shan't leave it so long next time for all you readers.
Though what I will be turning to is how to keep a long distance reletionship sparkle?
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