Day 100 (Counting Down)

DAY 100

I decided to count down to see if I can find Clarity and understanding, so i've given myself 100 days (October 2nd should be one hell of a day)

Firstly I'll start off with a sonnet, this has been on my mind for quite sometime now.

Now take from it what you will, but it has meaning and can help in my quest

SONNET 18
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more
lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye
of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every
fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course
untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of
that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe
or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

Yes great words I hear you say, and how right you are.

So along with my daily ramblings, I will discuss the following topics

Life

Love

Music

Sport (Cricket, Football, and Baseball

The Band (working title Castration)

Friends

Food

Travel (I do a lot)

Women

Friends

Religion

and

everything else

Now let me begin.............

Today is not a great day, I have begun to think of my x girlfriend again and this is not good, I wander around during the day with a smile while inside all i want to do is ly down and sleep.

That constant thought of what is she doing now? is she happy?

We went out just shy 3 years (Long time)So it feels like I have lost a limb!
Constantly trying to fill the hole is having a bad effect to much eccess! And you only get one life!

So one must turn slowly and face the daylight and carry on..................

Music at the moment is the key here so I've been busy searching for little gems that can sum up all emotions or bury them!

Here is a brief list

Fleet Foxes ........................Brilliant stuff, mellow with some great vocals and as one person described it like listening to great winter weather (Snow that is)

Band of Horses....................Is there a Ghost, amazing and simple, check it out!

Bon Iver..............................Not sure if I should be listening to it but it's brilliant sad and refreshing at the same time, all great albums are written about Break ups! Check out Re: Stacks, I saw them play live recently and honestly its how music should be.

I think I've said enough today, I'll be back tomorrow, with talk of my build up to my holiday to NYC