Monday, June 30, 2008
Day 94 - Introduction
Ronin - A ronin (浪人, rōnin?) was a samurai with no lord or master during the feudal period (1185–1868) of Japan. A samurai became masterless from the ruin or fall of his master (as in the case of death in a war), or after the loss of his master's favor or privilege. Please follow this link for more info.
I can only image where my interest began with these types of people, for you see the Samurai lived by a strict code the Hagakure (A guide for the warrior) and their master, so when a Samurai looses their master they became Ronin, and really should have committed suicide, than rather face a life with out direction or master.
And this is were my interest stems, I believe that many people me included are meandering through life, no direction, we have all but given up on religion where im from, Money and materilism are the new Gods, with the new big shopping centres the churchs, filled on Sundays might I add!
I know I lack direction and strive to find it I honestly do, but its a long road with many distractions, Sirens calling the sailors to shore, I must ignore, and live the life I have dreamed of!
I hope that has explained a little bit more of what Im saying in this blog, apologies to all as my computer will not allow me to upload pictures today, they paint a thousand words.
Well I want you to picture a rickety rope bridge spanning a vast Chasm (Think Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom) that bridge is what it feels like to be walking my life now! One slip and Im gone, gone and gone. Trying to stay on top of things
Now its late and Im nodding off, but I'll do an addition in the morrow.
Not forgetting the music check out these nutballs
Tubowolf.....................................People say Im an old man, but don't mind me check these out!
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
Day 95 (Two days in one)
I recall an old episode of saved by the bell where Screech constantly repeats
'I must think before I act, I must think before I act'
Everything we do causes ripples, something happens! I sometimes feel that I have no control over my actions, am I some machine paving a path of emotional destruction across the battlefield that is my life? I often hear myself saving the last thing I want to do is cause 'Pain'! Am I some sick and twisted Masochist? I tell you I am not, and never shall be. I must think of my actions clearly, but then that would stop spontanaity, which I love! though with age I feel Im slowing down on that front.
So what is coming to a head in my thoughts is the process of 4o days and 40 nights avoid women all together, do the ostrich and bury my head in the sand, to love another one must love one self,
and I'm far off that, been taking to many hits that haved cut me down and left me sitting in a ground zero of myself. Though when one is down so low there is only one way to go.....up!
Which that much on my mind at present I felt it was time to step off the battlefield of reality, and seek solace in music, and what better way to do it than spend the evening with the God father of Grunge, Neil Young! Wow tell you what, the fella really goes heavy on the guitar, his ten min solo's where something to behold, I hope I have that energy when Im that old. It was great to see someone who clearly a living ledgend. I have a small list of music artists I want to see, and I've been slowly chipping away at it, though I can't seem to remember who is on it! Was a great gig and he finished with the Beatles - A day in the Life - you can imagine the energy he put across! Thanks Neil, I'll sleep happy (I hope)
Through all this fear and haze of life's questions I hold out for New York City, let me get buried in the madness of it, and forget my troubles!
3 days and counting........don't fret all I shall be keeping the blog going over in NYC.
Coming back to my opening paragraph I have just found a article on the BBC website
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/7475695.stm what do we look for in each other! The world is selling the wrong ideas to us all, sex sells but its a bad product with no refund!
Also this song from the Arctic Monkeys is playing in the background 'Leave before the lights come on' the singer Alex Turner's words can sting you with a guilt trip......
Now please don't get me wrong I've done no wrong, but my head is spinning right now, I have a further 94 days to get it right, Big Brother you reading?
Todays musical tastes comes from Texas and Ol Blighty, and my my the singer from Texas has some voice! I've also included the Last of the Shadow puppets, I know they've been knocking around these past few months but I have to say I do enjoy them old old school, check out the styles!
Shearwater..........................................Sail away with these delights
http://profile.myspace.com/shearwater
The Last of the Shadow Puppets.....Style and music to boot! http://youtube.com/watch?v=_8YRx47oylM&feature=user
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Day 96 addition
Charlie Brown & Baseball team.............................Japanese Fun n Frolics!
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Also these boys from Domino Records
Wild Beasts............................................................Hmmmm slow burner!
http://www.myspace.com/wildbeasts
Ps don't worry about the Japanese lyrics :)
Day 96
Friday, June 27, 2008
Day 97
For some reason I started thinking of the phrase "happiness is a warm gun" (Picture attached) so what Im thinking is what does it mean? Is it a comment on power? No one will f*** with you when you have a gun, except other people with guns? Perhaps?
So I went to the online info site Wikipedia, and that told me nothing of this song, just the madness of Acid Trips and music mixed. Though there is something about that saying 'Happiness is a warm gun' (I am not a nut!) All I ask is that you think about it.
So last night, great round of golf, sort of - it's a release, phones and hassels put aside so you can deal with the mental anguish that is 18 holes of Golf!
So tell me this what should one do when one needs company? and can't deal with being on their own? Some of you might say try your friends sit and laugh etc etc, but is it me that wants more than that, friends you see know you, your pro's and con's, whilst in new company it's new ideas talk, emotions lets just say new everything. But what happens when that can turn to more? when all you wanted is company?
Can you all eloborate?
Weekend is here sweet Jesus thanks! Been a mixed week thats the truth, emotions were low at the beginning but I feel some veil has lifted in the past few days, will it stay? And it been Friday what will one do with ones self? Drink myself to a stuper? No No No the demon drink shall not take my soul, the Demon drink shall not take my soul! Shall never ever for ever ever! So I think im gonna take it easy as I have to keep the green for the Manhattan scene!
Ok gonna sign off now but here's the moment you've all been waiting for! What have I been listening to today
Ok here is something straight from my heart:
Rusty Springfield.......................Old School, New Rule! http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=51731720
James Yuill..................................New Receipe for old dish and tastes fantastic (Thanks FBI Girl) http://www.myspace.com/jamesyuill
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Day 98
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Day 99
Kinda felt like I had taken two steps back, which would have been Day 101!
I think the day has gotten a bit better, although my F -ing Car is on the way out!
But one must roll with it, there are always solutions and a way out of the bad things.
So I had a brief night off last night working on my Road Rage skills on GTA4 (Not really my bag) but a small release from the crap, but the long run before worked out a bit better.
So I have to introduce some people in my blog life, these people assist in adding some of the content and hopefully will stay the journey till Day 1
Firstly FBI Girl, she is great at keeping me up to date with the madness of the music world.
So everyday i'll be talking to her and discussing music and throwing up some of the new crazy and lovable musical beats the world has to offer.
Well I've just been informed I have to work tonight (Sweet Deal)
So no doubt i'll be in a bad mood again tomorrow! But I'll beat it.
A job is a job is a job, and whose says they bring happiness?
I have a close friend who is keen on selling me the idea of moving to a foreign land to work, but I remain unsure, is the grass always greener? (Your thoughts world) so I think I should start looking into alternative methods of enlightenment, coming from a Christian background, I'm going to throw the door wideopen to all,
again anyone reading this please feel free to send some ideas!
Now I know I said I will speak of my up and coming trip to the United States of America, well I will have to prospone to another day as Im up to my eyes in work and will not have the time to spill the beans on it,but no fear "Tomorrow is another Day"
Ok time for some music...........
Today we have and Im loving these!
Midnight Juggernauts.........................Bowie esk vocals with music that kicks the hips into life! Here is the song of the moment for me (follow link)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J6SKNEYvZvQ&feature=related
White Denim.........................................New Age Jimi, nuff said!
http://www.myspace.com/bopenglish
Now whilst writing this I've noticed my mood has lifted this is through the medium of music
Thanks for reading all
To worry about tomorrow is to be unhappy today”
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
An attachement to Day 100
http://youtube.com/watch?v=VEOV5vWfSgI
Please follow this for some goodtimes music!
Thanks
See you all tomo!
Day 100 (Counting Down)
Firstly I'll start off with a sonnet, this has been on my mind for quite sometime now.
SONNET 18
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more
lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye
of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every
fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course
untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of
that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe
or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.
Constantly trying to fill the hole is having a bad effect to much eccess! And you only get one life!