Monday, July 28, 2008

Day 69 - Honesty to Yourself

Have you read the Bible, or heard the good stories? How about the one where Moses's mum release's him off into the Nile onto what she could hope for was a better life? Well its a good one check it out, The Bible, Old Testament.

Well today I trying to figure out what Im holding onto? Reletionships, Jobs, Family and friends? How do we just let go? how do we brush it those things out of our minds?
We all know that those involved in our troubles would want us to be happy and free and move along in our life's. But these manouvers take the abilty to make decisions, ones that scare us. Do we forget about our deceased loved one's ex girlfriends the terrible job that gives some form of meaningless security, can we leave our family and friends behind for greener pastures? Can we let go of the things that hold us back!

Can we become unchained to the normality of life and its sweet teat?

I want to sail down the Nile, let the currents take me, fill my head with the best uplifting music and sail away!

Can I do it....................................................
I'm afraid. Afraid of What?
I don't know, is it my age that holds me back, before when I was younger I would be gone like a shot, but now all I have is hesitation! When did that creep in?
I want rid of it!
How is all I ask, How!

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